I accidentally broke my laptop and now I'm in the market for a new laptop. It's annoying how unlucky I am with technology.

My only friend called me today. We haven't spoken for several weeks now and there's always something bad happening in her life. Today she told me someone broke in to her grandmothers house (a stupid junkie, we know who it is). The grandmother doesn't live there right now 'cause the house has bedbugs! And so has my friend's apartment...

Recently someone in my strange family constellation died (it was expected) and even though we weren't close I feel sad about it.
I actually prefer to celebrate christmas alone, but because of this I'm going to visit my fiancé's mother on christmas Eve (which is the day christmas is celebrated here). But now it seems like I also have to visit my fiancé's brother (I don't like him). I really don't want to.

I starting to think that my self-imposed isolation isn't working anymore and I need to go out and actually meet people. But everyone in this town is either 20 years older, caught up in work and family or junkies.
My life is just sad right now. Thanks for reading.

Had a thought (good), did some research (good), regretted my life or at least spawned a new fear lol (very bad).

Lesson of the day: being curious is good but sometimes you really dont need to know which is common sense cos its the same as minding your own business, even if its a scientific topic

The blisters on my feet have blisters and I’m working the next few weeks straight

I think I just ended a 10+ year friendship. I've been telling him for 6 months now that what he's doing is absolutely wrong and I can't just glaze over it, and for some reason he does not (or refuses to, I honestly don't know at this point) understand and tries to justify his actions because "his feelings" and with illogical reasoning.

Sorry, but acting out of feelings is only justifiable up to a certain point.

Have a new year ya'll..

Was supposed to have a night off tonight from my casual job, but as I was about to leave for the day yesterday, they informed me that they had someone called out sick, so I’ll finish at 4 and be back at 6 and probably be finish close to 10pm