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Slytherin-Girl 10th Jul 2008 2:24 AM

Marie-Elisabeth: With Charles again
 
Waiting for something to come, Marie-Elisabeth was acutely aware, had the very annoying effect of making time drag on to a ridiculous degree. It felt like days instead of just hours since she had gotten up this morning, and found the wedding invitation on her side table. She had spent most of the morning flitting around between the front entrance waiting for Charles to arrive, and the suite next to hers making sure everything was just right for when he arrived. “Although” she mused, as she wandered back to the front entrance “If my visit this morning was successful we won’t be there for long. We could be moving into the only suite left in the better half of the palace. Which not only would be a great advancement for my little chou d’amour, but would get me farther away from that vile neighbour of mine”. She smiled at the thought as she all but skipped down the enormous stairs that lead up to the palace, wondering what on earth was taking Charles’ coach so long to get there.

In fact, as she reached the final step she was delighted to see the Valois coach come up the main roadway leading to the palace. She smiled to see a familiar blonde head hanging out the side, darting around looking at everything. Marie-Elisabeth was hard pressed not to run down the road like a madwoman to meet him, or to giggle as she saw a hand dart out from inside the carriage and yank Charles back inside. Simon she thought, chuckling as the carriage pulled up Charles would break his neck if it weren’t for him”.

But any thoughts of anyone else were rapidly wiped from her head as soon as the ornate carriage came to a stop and the door swung open, revealing her beloved son . His bright brown eyes, the only thing he really had of his father in him, were twinkling with suppressed mischief from being cooped up so long. “Maman” he cried, bounding out of the carriage and into her waiting arms. “I’m here, and you wore your pretty dress today. You look so pretty Maman, I missed you”. Marie-Elisabeth smiled into his hair and tightened her arms around him. She honestly hadn’t realized quite how much she had missed him until he was right back there in her arms. And despite her initial misgivings about bringing him to court, she was quite seriously considering keeping him there with her now. That was how much she missed him.

Maman missed you to chou d’amour, very very much” she said, releasing him to smile at him “And I wore it just for you, I know how much you like it”. “I hoped you would” he said, grinning at his mother who straightened herself up and took his hand ‘That’s why I wore blue today too. So we would match. Right Monsieur Simon?”

The man nodded as he exited the coach behind him. “He was most insistent upon it Madame. He wouldn’t have any other colour”. Marie-Elisabeth smiled and squeezed Charles’ hand as he grinned at her. “Thank you for bringing him here safely Monsieur. You have my gratitude. And I trust you’ll be able to see everything safely to the suite”? she said, looking over at Simon who nodded. “Of course I will Madame” he said, bowing “And believe me it was no trouble with such charming company”.

Marie-Elisabeth smiled at him again, before turning her attention back to Charles, who was tugging on her hand after waving his goodbyes to Simon. “Come on Maman. You have to show me everything around here. I want a tour” he said, all but leading her by the hand. Not that she was protesting the fact any. She has just happy that he was back with her where he belonged. “Of course love. I shall give you a tour right away. I bet there are lots of people who can’t wait to meet the grand Comte de Valois”. He grinned at that, always pleased to be referred to so importantly. “I know, that’s why we have to get going” he stated, tugging her hand again and she smiled and led him towards the gardens.



(((OOC: Approachable, really I’m bored LOL

For the coach, think the same thing except in blue and gold. Valois colours after all With the Valois crest on the doors. And for the portrait, exact same look except blonde hair.

Simon was mentioned earlier, he’s sort of an usher/footman kind of deal for Charles. Something like a man version of a lady’s maid/lady in waiting. He did the same for Charles Sr

Oh and in case you didn't notice...Charles=Only person capable of bossing ME around to any degree LOL)))

Ghanima Atreides 10th Jul 2008 7:13 PM

Joséphine with César and Octavien - The Lake


Seated before the picnic blanket laden with fresh food and drinks, in the cool shade provided by the parasol above their heads, Joséphine could easily have imagined herself at home, in one of the picturesque glades surrounding the de la Vallière family estate. A gentle breeze rustled through the leaves and branches, and the soothing sound of water lapping the lake's shores mingled with the chirping of birds and the occasional buzz of an insect drawn by the sweet scent of marmelade. She felt content, all worry and distress draining out of her mind and body to be replaced by a feeling of well-being.

For a while, conversation limited itself to light hearted topics, jets and bouts of laughter as the three friends partook in the delicious treats prepared for them at the palace. Joséphine was particularly fond of the strawberry jam and the wine which she sipped a little too liberally, bringing a pinkish flush to her cheeks. It was then that Octavien proposed a more serious question:

"So...", he began "You met... my bride to be yesterday. What did you think of her?"

She had been right after all, Joséphine mused during the momentary silence that followed. Octavien did harbour doubts and worries over his impeding marriage, just as she had told César. She experienced a twinge of heart-felt sympathy towards the young Prince, remembering the numbing terror which had gripped her insides after receiving the news of her own marriage to César, more than six years ago. She had been avid for any sort of insight into the fate which loomed over her like a threatening shadow, eager to know all she could about the young Marquis destined to become her husband who, for all she knew, could have been a violent drunk like her brother-in-law. The inevitability of it was worst, and Joséphine was currently sensing a similar anxiety in Octavien. He was at an even greater disadvantage, engaged to be married mere days after having been widowed, to a foreign woman none of them knew anything about. Gathering all of the impressions Her Excellency had provoked the previous night, Joséphine found them disappointingly inconclusive: she seemed pleasant enough, refined in speech and mannerisms alike, but that was a skill a woman of her stock was expected to possess. She hadn't been able to pinpoint any specific indication of what sort of person she truly was, apart from a subtle aura of what the Marquise interpreted as superiority. Her Excellency had shown no signs of being overwhelmed by the attention she was receiving or that she even disliked it; granted, a woman hailing from one of Europe's most ancient noble families must have been accustomed to the royal treatment, unfortunately it could also have meant arrogance.

Before she could put any of these thoughts into words however, César proved quicker as decided to be the first to break the contemplative silence.

"My friend", he began on a firm tone that instantly earned him the attention of both his friend and wife "I do believe you are truly doomed."

Like Octavien's , Joséphine's eyes widened with surprise and concern before César spoke again, revealing the true intent of his comment:

"She is by all standards a great beauty, she is a highly skilled and entertaining conversationalist, possesses the most enviable qualities of refinement, sophistication and congeniality, and she is by no means old. Oh yes, what a hag."

Having all but forgotten the round her husband had lost to Octavien earlier in their game of playful bickering, Joséphine's brow furrowed at his apparent lack of compassion for his friend's predicament, for she could not imagine César was about to chance such a hasty opinion of a woman he had barely spoken to. Moments later she remembered the incident at the Palace, or rather remembered the patience and ingenuity he was capable of when he sought to make a comeback and her gaze softened, instead filling with silent understanding when Octavien peered in her direction, wordlessly confirming her support.

When the Prince uttered a subdued "You think I'm being silly", Joséphine had to bite her tongue in order to prevent herself from speaking. Perhaps due to the fact that she was familiar with his dilemma, perhaps instilled in her by having had her suspicions confirmed or maybe even because of the strange feeling of relating to Octavien in a more profound manner, a feeling not unrelated to a certain magnetism that persisted between the two of them, Joséphine was seized by the urge to comfort him, as best as she could, to tell him she did not think he was being silly.

"You are about to marry a woman who would make most men go green with envy,” César continued unabated, clearly not registering his friend's genuine discomfort, “and all you can look for, are faults. No, why would I think you're being silly?"

Joséphine knew César wasn't malicious in his jibes and only sought to get back at Octavien for having left him momentarily speechless before, but couldn't help giving him a flash of a severe glance: enough was enough, it had clearly ceased to be a joke for Octavien, who was conspicuous by his subdued silence. It was then that the words that itched to come out made their way past Joséphine's lips:

“Beauty often causes vanity”, she began and hesitated an instant as though debating whether to go on or not, before taking the plunge and continuing on an increasingly vehement tone, aware at the back of her mind that she was taking César's words too literally and yet not caring for the moment, “refined manners help conceal one's true intent and a clever tongue may be the mark of a scheming mind! Equally, despite not being old, she is quite advanced in age for an unmarried woman, particularly one of such high birth, which begs the questioning of reasons! I think Octavien has every right to be wary, at least until she proves herself as a friend!”

Joséphine's speech ended abruptly, her cheeks flushing scarlet at the mortifying realization of how hotly those last words had been spoken, painfully aware of both men staring at her while she appeared suddenly preoccupied with the folds of her gown. She dared not glance at César, afraid of what she might discover in his expression: confusion perhaps, maybe amusement... or if he had somehow been made aware of the hidden emotion which lurked inside, a forbidden feeling she had vowed to suppress and which kept resurfacing at the most uncomfortable of times. As for Octavien...

Each second that ticked by made the silence seem more and more dreadful, Joséphine growing desperate for it to end. Ignoring the rapid poundings of her heart, she steeled herself and abandoned the contemplation of her lap, reaching for her nearly empty glass of wine. Raising it the air, toasting fashion, she looked César straight in the eye as a small, playful smirk emerged on her lips:

“Speaking from experience, I suppose” she said on the best casual tone she could muster. “I recall fearing you might be a brute before marrying you, mon cher.”

Eyes narrowing with mischief, the Marquise sipped the last of the wine and added: “Perhaps I wasn't entirely unfounded in my fears.”

To conceal the unease with which she awaited a reaction, Joséphine grabbed the wine bottle to pour herself some more, discovering it was empty. A quick inspection of the baskets relinquished no better results either.

“Have they only brought us one bottle?” she asked in surprise, momentarily discarding all other concerns.

Ghanima Atreides 11th Jul 2008 11:33 PM

((ooc: Avara, Elektra, where are you guys?

Alissa - I hope this works, what I said about Elena and Bella's meeting etc. Lemme know if not. Also, sorry if it's fuzzy at the end I was getting tired and distracted.))



Elena and Bella - The Orangery

As someone who held a host of secrets jealously locked within the dark confines of her mind, Elena would often recognize the tendency in another. It was that subtle, guarded air, the apparent commonplace, sometimes even spotless history of what their life was and has been, which when regarded as a whole held the distinct after-taste of concealment, how certain questions were met with the same evasiveness. Of course, Elena was convinced that everyone had something to hide, and there was no such thing as innocence, but some concealed more than others and every so often such a case would pique her curiosity and, perhaps, interest.

That had been the case with Isabella Devine, Bella as she commonly found herself addressed as, a French baroness journeying through Spain when the two women became acquainted during a social event they were both attending at the time. From the very beginning, something about the girl intrigued Elena enough to make an effort and speak to her: the name, for once, with its Italian resonance, carried by someone claiming to be French. That in itself wouldn't have necessarily been too peculiar, but it provided the first bout of interest, later growing into mild curiosity when notified that young Baroness Devine travelled alone, without the company of a gentleman, pater or husband. Now that, was not something she encountered every day! In fact, as Elena discovered during the conversations which ensued, Bella was unmarried and following some manoeuvring on her part, that status included unofficially orphaned since the mysterious disappearance of her father, Baron Devine. The young woman confessed to her father's taste for long journeys, but as it turned out the most recent such odyssey had spanned many months, leaving Bella with no other choice than to administer the Devine estates herself in the Baron's stead. Until his return, of course. As stated before, Elena had a sense for duplicity only someone intimately acquainted with it could develop, and attempting to deceive her was a potentially dangerous venture; therefore, when the matter of Bella's past and ancestry emerged into focus, that tell-tale vagueness replacing the clear cut facts one was eager to keep secret accompanied them: from what she had been able to gather through alternate means, Baron Ashton Devine was truly a Duc whose title had been revoked for unknown reasons, the details surrounding the mystery conspicuously missing from the account. It was a most interesting find, one that fully concerned his daughter and more recently, Elena. For, while she could not outright query Bella over the matter which was clearly a rather delicate and obscure one, she did however find a means of using it to her advantage. Their eventual association was one unpredicted even by Elena, but when the possibility arose she had been most eager to seize it: Bella agreed to return to France and travel to the Royal Court where she would conduct some...reconnaissance regarding its ins and outs and, specifically, Prince Octavien Lahance, Elena's husband to be. In return, she would devote part of her resources and man power to the search for Baron Ashton Devine. Bella's suspected secret acted as leverage, an insurance of loyalty of sorts. Deal concluded, the women parted ways which weeks later brought them together once again, then and there in that quiet Orangery.

Watching Bella pass through the door and react to her voice, Elena noted the brief flinch, and her momentary hesitation, enforcing what she had observed moments earlier. Her khol-lined eyes narrowed briefly, flashing ominously: this uneasiness would not happen to be related to not having kept her part of the deal, would it? But no, Elena would not jump to conclusions just yet, not when facts were within her grasp.

It’s a pleasure to see you again, Your Excellency,” Bella greeted and executed a graceful curtsy worthy of a bashful ingénue “I trust you had a pleasant journey?”

An affirmative nod and a thin smile constituted Elena's response, an indication that endless protocol belonged behind the Palace walls and they were both aware of why they were there, in case Bella wished to pursue that path of conversation further. Watching the younger woman, Elena was reminded of why she had really decided to strike a deal with her: opportunity had played a role, yes, but underneath lurked the mutual recognition of a clever and cunning mind: they were both women who successfully fulfilled masculine roles while struggling with the added burden of disguising that very fact, and both had the nerve to fight for what they wanted. Elena preferred to wear the mantle of august superiority while Bella so successfully played the harmless girl, roles that fit them like a silk glove, a complex mixture of genuine characteristics and intentional deceit. Effective, and dangerous.

“And we both know fortune favours those who help themselves,” the Comtesse pointed out and for a moment the cunning woman behind the façade emerged. To this, Elena gave a smile which was half amused, half appreciative: well, good for her, considering the good Baron Devine could have been in China for all anyone knew, she could hardly rely on him to repair the damage done to her social status. Still, the girl had been at the Court a mere few days, and Elena could envision only two possible ways she might have “helped herself” to her new title: either a generous “donation” to the Crown, or a recent favour from someone extremely highly placed. For the moment, both were viable options.

“Clearly, you have done so admirably” Elena continued on a somewhat sly tone, “how does life at Court agree with you otherwise? Anything...noteworthy to mention? So many new acquaintances, I'm sure.”

Always the one to skip to the solid facts, Elena gave the signal to commence business. Taking the guise of casual conversation, it was less restrictive than a direct request to recite a list of rigid facts, allowing Bella to choose her own pace. In this case, Elena wanted to give the impression of freedom instead of cornering the girl even more than she already had by summoning her. Body language, mannerisms, all the involuntary hints of underlying emotion interested her as much as the actual words, adding to the overall picture she hoped would emerge.

Alissa888 12th Jul 2008 8:46 AM

Bella and Elena - Orangery
 
(((OOC: I'm pretty sure I started rambling at some point, so do let me know if I've made no sense at all. Hope this works out for you!)))


From the moment she met Elena – even before the façade had been dropped – Bella had had it in her mind to be careful around the woman. There was that edge, the unsettling yet inspiring quality to her that placed her a cut above most women of her time. All admiring aside, basically Elena was dangerous as she was powerful, her word being the sine qua non in her estates in Spain and the rebellion yielding rather catastrophic results. Well, good luck, Octavien.

So, there it was, the need to control everything and everyone around her. With Bella now working for her, it was more than assured that she’d want to know what it was that Bella wanted. Yes, there was her half of the deal, finding Bella’s father, but the younger woman knew Elena would look beyond the idea of a loving daughter looking for her father. Any lies and dress-ups that Bella had offered would have been pushed aside in preference to Elena’s own theories. She’d no doubt asked around, found out about the Duc/Baron issue and God only knew what else and it’d be a matter of time before she figured it out. Was it just hope to think that she’d only become that interested in Bella’s familial issues if the latter decided it’d be a good idea to misbehave? Or was it going to be Elena’s ploy to drain the situation dry to her advantage?

Either way, her chances of finding out what exactly the grand secret entailed were quite slim. She didn’t know the right people, the main person who would have blabbed was dead, as was the crux of the entire problem and everyone else knew to keep their mouths shut. Yet, it was Elena and there was always that risk that she’d find a way. If and when she did, she wouldn’t tell. She’d probably use it to wield more power over Bella. Hence, the antidote was to find something on Elena. Problem was that the woman played her cards too close to her chest.

It was past difficult to discover the secrets of someone who said so little and thought so much about what little they did end up saying. Such was the case with Elena. Nothing passed her lips without thorough scrutiny. Nothing was ever uttered that might actually reveal any personal information about her. Nothing. It was frustrating, to say the least. Well, then, alternative methods had to be implemented. She had to give Elena the impression that she always had the upper hand, regardless of what Bella knew. It was in hope again, that Elena would be in her element somewhat and thus perhaps lower her guard. If that didn’t work, at least it kept Bella safe from her wrath and fine, she could speak as little as she wanted, her body language would have to suffice.

One implementation of such a tactic was now, when Bella had waited for Elena to signal when she wanted to discuss things. And there it was, the subtle nod, the mild disapproval of Bella’s indulgence in dreary cordiality between two women who were breaking a worrying number of those rules. Treachery, spying, deceit and this would all probably lead to conspiring against the crown at some point. Then there was that small smile that had emerged when Bella had decided to lift her painted veil and attempt to converse with Elena as they both really were. The other woman disliked the masquerade as much as Bella disliked having to constantly play the part.

“Clearly, you have done so admirably,” were the words Her Excellency had responded with, the inferences made by her own cunning mind unmistakable in the tone. “How does life at Court agree with you otherwise? Anything...noteworthy to mention? So many new acquaintances, I'm sure.”

And thus it begins.

Regardless of how much leverage Elena had in this situation, Bella wasn’t about to just hand over what she had to trade without knowing that Elena had fulfilled her part of the deal. In any case, that was the point of this whole clandestine issue, Bella didn’t want to risk decapitation simply because she had little else to do with her life. And on the other side, Elena would respect her little if she found herself under the impression that Bella was somewhat a ditzy little girl; she’d then find good reason to make the younger woman dance to her tunes in a more overt way. Right now, as it was with Elena keeping her gloves on, it was much better.

“Oh, only the usual, various courtiers and our... illustrious Prince,” Bella replied with a wily tone of her own to match Elena’s as she glided towards the other woman slowly. It was a promise of things to come, seeing as Bella had gathered more than adequate information to fulfil the quota of the three days she’d been here. On top of all that, she had in fact made Octavien’s acquaintance, which did elevate her chances of continuing to discover more about him. Although, given their current surroundings, the tightness in her shoulders just refused to leave despite her minor triumph in her and Elena’s deal. Better that it was there because it was currently keeping her from sprinting for the door. “…. But I'm sure I'm not the only one to have made interesting acquaintances, your Excellency?”

It was said as one friend would to another after a holiday; ‘Yes, I’ve done all this and had so much fun, but you must have had such a good time too!’. Except Bella’s question had been regarding her own interests that lay in Elena’s capacity and she expected the other woman to have kept up her part of the deal. If not, she was better out of this association with Elena before things became… acrimonious.

AtropaMandragora 12th Jul 2008 3:23 PM

Octavien, César and Joséphine - the lake
 
If César had been harsh and unsympathetic in his response to Octavien's apprehensions regarding Elena and his impending marriage to her, Joséphine was turning out to be quite the opposite. As the sarcasm poured out of her husband's mouth and Octavien felt himself shrink ever so slightly, much like a child being scolded, Joséphine met his gaze in the brief glance he cast in her direction, and during those few moments it lasted, she somehow managed to offer him enough support to strengthen him, leaving him reassured that she for one could understand his concerns, and that for whatever reason, César seemed to be intentionally critical of the same, instead of being open to his friend's thoughts on the matter, as Octavien had expected he would be. Perhaps that was why the young Prince felt so vulnerable and uncomfortable, being questioned like that; because he had counted on César's understanding. Not his confirmation exactly, that Octavien should indeed be as apprahensive, but at least some sign that regardless of whether it made sense or not, César could understand where Octavien was coming from.

Instead, it was Joséphine who proved to be not only the most supportive one of the two, but the only supportive one. It would seem the understanding Octavien had been looking for in César mostly, man to man and friend to friend, arose in her instead, so much that César's failure to understand seemed to downright upset her, to the point were her emotions seeped through in her voice as she seized the moment of Octavien's subdued silence and César's jeering one to speak her mind;

"Beauty often causes vanity", she started and then paused for a moment, before continuing in a tone of voice that grew increasingly fierce with every word; "Refined manners help conceal one's true intent and a clever tongue may be the mark of a scheming mind! Equally, despite not being old, she is quite advanced in age for an unmarried woman, particularly one of such high birth, which begs the questioning of reasons! I think Octavien has every right to be wary, at least until she proves herself as a friend!"

A long and above all surprised silence followed in the wake of that passionate statement, as César and Octavien both simply looked at her, each rendered temporarily mute for their own personal reasons. César for the obvious ones of pure surprise at having his wife practically tell him off like that, speaking with far greater gravity than he himself had, something he had expected her to know, and Octavien too. And in Octavien's case, it was a matter of relief at having someone understand him, and acknowledge his concerns, as well as surprise at witnessing the fire with which Joséphine did so, opposing all her husband's simple and rather superficial observations with iron-clad logic. Like Octavien, she didn't see whatever pleasant traits displayed at a first meeting as any guarantee that they were genuine and pure, and not subject to change once charades were no longer a necessity, no longer possible means to an end. She understood, and she sided with him against her own husband. Octavien simply could not help but feel his heart swell with warmth and affection for her, for her compassion, so obvious to him in the words she had spoken in his defense, but also in the look in her eyes. And it occured to him then; his mistake at thinking César would be the one to truly understand, when it was Joséphine who knew better just what exactly Octavien was going through. Her marriage had been an arranged one as well, and while César was indeed part of it and had known little more about Joséphine than she had about him, he, as a young man, had had the privilege of being able to refuse the marriage, without the consequences of doing so being all too dire, should he have found her the least bit displeasing, even through rumours, whereas Joséphine, as a girl and one of slightly lower rank at that, had not had the same freedom. Just like Octavien didn't have much freedom now, to refuse a marriage he didn't want, lest he'd be deemed an 'inconvenience' and somehow disposed of as such, or worse, betray what he held so very close to his heart; loyalty towards his country, and the royal family. In fact, the latter was probably more of a reason for him to not openly object or somehow cause rifts between the royal family, and Her Excellency and the Spaniards, than the suspicion of what fate might have in store for him if he did. He had a powerful ally in Queen Isabella, who knew quite well how to handle Edouard and make him see things her way, so the threat of being sent away as a 'diplomat' to some far-away Godforsaken continent, was not as great as it would have been, had he not had Isabella on his side. And if all went well, he'd soon have the King himself there asw ell.

No, what kept Octavien from rebelling, was what he had in him; his sense of honor and loyalty. At this point, he regarded it as as much a curse as he did it a blessing, for while it had taken him as close to the top as anyone could ever hope to get, it had also left him marred by experiences and troubles he would have been happier not having to cope with at all. Such as the one of being faced with a marriage to yet another woman whom he didn't trust.

Yes, Joséphine did indeed understand his dilemma and his fears, and the way she chose to express them, opposing César in the process, truly filled Octavien's heart with warmth towards her. A warmth he had felt before, yet this time it was different somehow. Different, in that the affection running through it had grown, to the point where it now intermingled with that other intangible... something that sometimes stirred within him when his gaze locked with hers, so tightly entwined that he was no longer sure he could tell them apart...

"Speaking from experience, I suppose", came Joséphine's voice again all of a sudden, breaking the silence that had settled between the three of them following her minor outburst, and dragging Octavien back from his inner musings. "I recall fearing you might be a brute before meeting you, mon cher."

Still addressing César, her tone was now far more relaxed than before, and mischief was sneaking into her words, causing a slight smirk to curve her husband's lips, as César took it to mean that she had now realized her mistake in going at him, and that while his own words might have been rather poignant, they had been nothing to get so riled about, as his intention had been to provoke thought, not hurt. According to him, Octavien was being far to glum about this whole thing. After all, a wife such as Elena Sánchez would look good on him - socially as well as politically - and if they ended up not getting along, then Octavien could just find some other woman that pleased him more to share his bed and his days. He was the Prince, after all, and so he would be practically expected to take a mistress. At least. All royals did.

"Perhaps I wasn't entirely unfounded in my fears", Joséphine added with a slight smirk of her own, almost as though she had heard the thoughts going through her dear husband's mind at that precise moment.

The ironic curve of her lips soon vanished however, replaced with surprise at finding, after a quick search, that they were already out of wine, and - yet again - before César had the chance to retort.

"Have they only brought us one bottle?" she asked, with a look on her face that drew a light laugh from her husband.

Had he had a witty reply to her playful gibe on the tip of his tongue, it was now gone, retreating to make way for another, born out of this recent burst of amusement. She just had provided him with such a golden opportunity, he simply couldn't pass it up.

"I guess they didn't take you into account, my dear", he grinned, flashing her a teasing look.

However, clearly Joséphine wasn't the only one to desire more of the delectable wine, since with that, César himself reached to look inside each of the two baskets, only to come to the same conclusion as she had seconds earlier; there was indeed no more of it to be found.

"Well then", he said, as though he had just reached a decision, and he pushed himself up, out of his comfortable position on the blanket, in order to stand. "Part brute I might be. That, I shall admit. But, a complete brute, I am not. As thanks to our exalted friend here, we can not ask a servant to be so kind as to fetch us some more, I will take upon myself this chivalrous task, so that my darling wife will come one step closer to having all that she could possibly desire."

Now firmly and steadily on his feet, he gave an elegant bow, which he still somehow managed to make seem not completely serious.

"Marquise, Your Majesty", he said, flashed them both another grin, and was off, leaving Joséphine and Octavien to watch as he disappeared further and further away.

Sitting in silence at first, Octavien soon felt as though it was starting to turn into that rather uncomfortable one, that had once seemed to rule the air between himself and Joséphine when alone, and so he turned to her with a faint smile on his lips.

"Thank you", he said softly, with the warmth he had felt for her when she defended him against César's gibe seeping into his voice, despite him not having meant for it to. "I'm glad to know not everyone thinks me to be as unreasonable and censorious as César will have me seem."



(((ooc: I didn't bold all names all the time, because frankly, there were so many it would be hard on the eyes to read it if I had.)))

Ghanima Atreides 12th Jul 2008 6:45 PM

((ooc: Marie-Elisabeth isn't occupied She's approachable))

Slytherin-Girl 12th Jul 2008 9:47 PM

(((OOC: YES Yes i am! *waves hand around* She's just wandering round the grounds and gardens with Charles, feel free to come talk to her)))

Ghanima Atreides 14th Jul 2008 4:59 PM

((ooc: Elena coming soon. Also, I know I owe some posts in the Bloodlines thread as well, I will get to them, I wanted to start with these before evening comes. I hope it's ok.))

Joséphine with Octavien and César - the Lake


It was not a common occurrence for Joséphine to remain silent when made the target of César's many witty remarks, and an even rarer one not to feel the slightest impulse for a retort. And yet, within the span of several short moments, both situations rapidly sequenced one another: the young Marquise could not help but feel a tremendous relief when her husband appeared to have entirely missed the underlying implications of her passionate comment and interpreted her subsequent fallback onto witty humour as a recognition of her own mistake. Essentially, he was not entirely mistaken, she had indeed wanted to smooth things over, to swiftly close the door to that secret corner of her heart which her words had threatened to expose, before it wrought irreparable damage. For once, César's famous tendency to perceive things from his own perspective proved a blessing for the young Marquise.

"I guess they didn't take you into account, my dear", César challenged teasingly following Joséphine's comment about the wine, which earned him a small, thin smile from his wife. If he believed he had won the round, chances were he would not try to return to it. Nonetheless, they truly had drunk all the wine, prompting César to abandon his comfortable spot on the blanket and propose he did something to rectify the situation.

"Well then", he began "Part brute I might be. That, I shall admit. But, a complete brute, I am not. As thanks to our exalted friend here, we can not ask a servant to be so kind as to fetch us some more, I will take upon myself this chivalrous task, so that my darling wife will come one step closer to having all that she could possibly desire."

With a last, slightly comical bow and a wide grin, the Marquis departed in search of the said wine, a stark silence settling in his wake. Alone with Octavien, Joséphine's embarrassment returned and a soft rosy flush stole across her cheeks: did he believe her outburst to be comical, foolish, even inappropriate?...

"Thank you", the Prince said with such warmth Joséphine could feel the heat rising in her face, and a void slowly gaping into the pit of her stomach, "I'm glad to know not everyone thinks me to be as unreasonable and censorious as César will have me seem."

She could not help it, the fact that Octavien not only did not condemn her for opposing her husband or speaking her mind in a way deemed unseemly for a lady, but recognized the support contained in her words and appreciated it produced a thrill of guilty pleasure deep inside her, the tingling sensation of a hundred butterflies spilling out of that void which remained open in her gut. Slowly, Joséphine raised an apologetic gaze, an an uncertain smile blossomed on her rosy lips:

César means no harm,” she said quietly, an assurance directed equally at herself and Octavien, “If he seemed to think you unreasonable and censorious, it is because in his view, marriage, love, trust and understanding do not necessarily have to be mutually inclusive and, even if they happen to be, a man always has the benefit of...alternatives.”

Joséphine fell silent and eyelids descended heavily over her eyes, in an attempt to conceal the bitterness welling in them: it was the closest she had ever come to acknowledging that she knew of César's affairs, possibly close enough to leave no doubt in Octavien's mind. There was a strange conflicting feeling in that thought: part of her felt relief, another wallowed in dread.

“I am sorry” she whispered, drawing courage from her own boldness, the tips of her fingers subconsciously creeping towards Octavien's hand which lay mere inches apart, “I did not mean to be so glum, and I truly hope you and Her Excellency will find happiness together. It is simply that, I...know...what it is like to face a union to a stranger, not having a choice, or knowing whether they are friend or foe. It is...very lonely.”

Ghanima Atreides 14th Jul 2008 8:18 PM

Elena and Bella - The Orangery

Corruption was only one of the many sins interwoven with power and influence: where one was present, anyone with a brain capacity larger than a gnat's would invariably expect the other. Likewise, overconfidence was also often associated with both former characteristics, born out of the knowledge of having almost limitless resources at one's disposal, a reputation that inspired both respect and fear, of being able to use both in ways ordinary people could only dream about.

Susceptible to both, one of the things Elena used to temper her predilection to believe herself nearly invincible was her innate suspicion and caution towards everything and anyone. Granted, while she resided in Spain at the very heart of her family's estates, she was virtually untouchable and often behaved as such, protected not only by her own cunning machinations, but the influence her father wielded. That was no longer the case: there, in France, Elena had only herself to depend on, and mistakes were inadmissible, not to mention dangerous.

Therefore, while she counted on Bella's cooperation with a good amount of confidence, Elena remained aware she herself was currently in a delicate situation. Not as much as the younger woman, whose lower rank and circumstances currently placed her at a disadvantage, but delicate nonetheless, should the truth emerge to the surface. Of course, Elena had always avoided giving compromising indications to Bella, even their current conversation assuming the guise of friendly exchange of impressions . Then there was the fact that no-one knew they were acquainted, and the whole thing was likely to attract unwelcome reactions if uncovered, and only a complete fool would fail to recognize their association for what it truly was.

It was one of the many reasons why Elena was very eager to lay the matter of Octavien's intelligence to rest.

“Oh, only the usual, various courtiers and our... illustrious Prince,” Bella responded, and Elena's eyes flashed with sudden interest. So, she had met Octavien. Good, she was certainly looking forward to her impressions of him. “…. But I'm sure I'm not the only one to have made interesting acquaintances, your Excellency?”

Elena had deliberately avoided mentioning her part of the deal in any way, simply to see how long Bella would wait before saying something, and how much she was willing to disclose without the assurance she would receive the promised payment for her efforts. She did not believe the girl to be an idiot by any stretch of the imagination, but as ever, Elena liked to assess people time and time again, in different circumstances. A wry curl of her velvety rubicund lips and a slight arch of her well-defined eyebrows reflected her reaction to Bella's subtle but firm demands, acknowledging the spirit with amusement and a tinge of approval: it was an ally she needed, not a brainless crony, someone who could carry themselves and their hidden purposes in high society without blundering the first time someone posed a difficult question. Juanita was an excellent henchwoman, and a fanatically loyal one at that, but she was crude and uneducated, a servant. Bella on the other hand was an aristocrat, someone who could gain access even to someone as esteemed as a Prince.

“Much of the same, yesterday evening has been particularly memorable. However, more interestingly still I have been corresponding with some older acquaintances who wrote to me about their travels. They had some intriguing news from across Europe” Elena said and reached inside the folds of her dress, producing a sealed envelope. She did not give it to Bella yet however, a silent indication that she would do so once she had her desired information. “So, do tell...how did you meet my future husband? What do you think of him?”

Ghanima Atreides 15th Jul 2008 11:48 AM

It is now Evening for our courtiers!

Alissa888 15th Jul 2008 7:18 PM

Bella and Elena - Orangery
 
Life was a fine line and living it well was the art of tightrope walking. Of course, if you’d already fallen from grace, there was no line to walk and thus you could stumble around drunk all you wanted. However, any life worth living was a fine line. Granted, for some, the line was broader you ample space to make your mistakes and anneal the plans you made. For others, it was twine, thin and treacherous. Either way, sobriety was much recommended.

If there was ever a sobriety inducer on God’s green Earth, it was Elena, especially if you were involved in a rather delicate affair with her. Such was the case with Bella. All the right reasons, all the compulsion and all the advantages aside, it was a dangerous, potentially devastating endeavour. Fortunately, it applied to them both. However, unfortunately, the effects were likely to be more pronounced in Bella’s case.

Thus, Bella had to dance to Elena’s tunes more than the converse. The Spanish noblewoman with her higher status and soon to be even higher power, was more protected, from almost every angle. And she most probably knew it. However, she must have also known that she wasn’t completely protected, just as Bella teetered on the edge of the wolves’ den, Elena wasn’t that far behind.

Thus, Bella’s advantage. The assurance that Elena wouldn’t backtrack on their deal because there were consequences for her as well. Hence, within limits, of course, Bella could assert her demands in their little agreement. The dangerous element in that was the fact that someone else could so easily strike Elena’s interests. Yes, she probably knew full well that she’d simply seen the tip of the iceberg when it came to Bella’s capabilities, but if the Comtesse proved too difficult, Her Excellency would simply favour another, leaving Bella much like a jilted lover. Hence, Bella had to keep Elena more than simply satisfied.

However, Bella could not, in any quarter, prove to be a push over, manipulated easily by Elena, regardless of the short term benefits for the long term implications were likely to be very, very bad. The smallest inclination of submission, Elena would get ideas and push the boundaries, deciding that perhaps Bella wasn’t that difficult to wield at all and then there would be no difference between Bella and dear Juanita. So no, Elena had to be reminded, constantly, that Bella was a collaborator, not a servant. Thus, Bella had to always incite that undertone of appreciative respect from Elena.

With Bella’s previous statement, it had been realised. And apparently appreciated, the small inkling of a smile upon Her Excellency’s crimson lips, and yet no warnings, to put Bella in her place, to show her who exactly held the reins in this journey. Not yet. Was she giving Bella enough rope to hang herself with?

“Much of the same, yesterday evening has been particularly memorable. However, more interestingly still I have been corresponding with some older acquaintances who wrote to me about their travels. They had some intriguing news from across Europe,” Elena’s words and their underlying meaning rung loud and clear to Bella as the other woman produced an envelope from the pockets of her dress. Ah, was that Bella’s payment? “So, do tell...how did you meet my future husband? What do you think of him?”

The words almost drifted past unnoticed while Bella’s eyes remained on the envelope, Elena’s current leverage against her. Holding it in sight but out of reach, so that Bella knew Elena had what she wanted. Did she know where he was? Had they found him? More importantly, would Elena actually tell her if they had found him or would she reveal the trail, slowly, giving enough time to get what she wanted from Bella? Her rose lips parting to draw a deep breath as she peeled her reluctant eyes from the envelope, raising the sunrise eyes back to the other woman to fulfil her part.

Right, this was how it was going to work then. For every shred of information that Bella gave Elena, there had to be something that Elena returned to interest Bella to give more. They were going to play by the Law of Reciprocity. Granted, this was going to be a game that Elena wasn’t going to like one little bit. However, she couldn’t very well complain about it if she didn’t know she was playing it. The problem was, it was incredibly difficult to deceive Elena. Hence, the game will be played, but as subtly as possible, for Bella had more than enough information on Octaiven to make her fill for the night. Question was, did Elena have enough ammunition?

As for how Bella had come to meet Octavien, well, she wasn't going to reiterate the real story, simply because it was rather embarassing that she hadn't known it was him.

"Oh, you know, it's a small court, people run into each other," she inconspicuously explained off, with an incipient smile and a wily flicker in her eyes. Elena was more than welcome to figure that Bella had diligently planned the whole thing.

“He’s certainly a remarkable man, Your Excellency,” she commented, with a slight inclination of her brow to indicate what she really meant. Yes, he was remarkably far from arrogant for someone in his position, that wasn’t what she meant. Oh, no, according to what she’d seen and heard, apparently he wasn’t quite the innocent. Well, for starters, regardless of his reasons, he’d deceived Bella when they’d first met. “To an extent where one has to appreciate his remarkable mind.”

“However,” she carried on, a slight change in tone, less appreciative and more contemplative, as she interlaced her fingers, her eyes still on Elena. “He does seem rather… perturbed by some rather alarming recent events….”

There was that sly look on her face, the signal that this was something that Elena really wanted to know about. But first, back to Elena’s turn in their little game:

”Forgive me, your Excellency,” Bella gave a small sigh and raised her almost entirely innocent gaze back to Elena. “I do have a tendency to digress. I’m afraid I’ve given you no opportunity to participate in conversation?”


(((OOC: Hope this works, Ghanima? Also, she's still a little on egde (tightness in shoulders etc) because she's in the Orangery of all places, so she's not entirely a happy bunny. Just couldn't find a way to include it properly in the post :D)))

AtropaMandragora 16th Jul 2008 1:59 AM

Octavien and Joséphine - three's a crowd, by the lake
 
It was destined to happen. Two young people sharing a deep throbbing ache they had no choice but to conceal as best they could - one made a victim of loyalty, and the other of love, and neither of them able to act against those feelings - and finding themselves in what was perhaps the most romantic of settings for miles around, with the sun of spring gently descending across the sky, painting the lush surroundings with an ethereal rosey hue reflected in the rippled facet of the lake... The mutual and so very dangerous ambiance of attraction between them, so forbidden, and so intoxicating, currently further fuelled by wine, and by each of them finding themselves at a time of such emotional strain, and knowing the other was going through much the same thing... It was as classic as it was natural.

When Joséphine's fingertips brushed against his own, Octavien's gaze dropped, watching how the touch seemed to awaken his hand to a life of it's own, slowly turning over for his fingers to gently grasp hers. Such a simple sign of friendship reassured, and yet at the same time, so electrifying he barely even heard the words she spoke.

Perhaps it would have been better if he had, for the mention of 'Her Excellency', of Elena, his wife to be, might have roused him from that slight daze, and made him pull back, retreat, once again faced with what for a moment he had found an escape from, when raising his gaze back up to meet with Joséphine's; reality. Plain and simple. Reality, and all the problems it currently held for him.

Joséphine, it seemed, was overcome by something similar. Like him, she kept looking into the eyes opposite her own, seeing in them so much of what she understood and could relate to, and like him, she drew nearer, as though something in them urged them to look closer, in search of what they really, truly sought, but did not know.

When their lips finally met, in a sense of understanding shared, of wanting to give and to be given comfort, it was in a kiss so fleeting the touch was barely there. And yet they felt it, they both felt it, for it seemed to ignite something deep within each of them; those dark, glowing embers hidden away and all but forgotten for such a long time, until just the other day. It drew them into another kiss, more passionate this time, but still as gentle, speaking more of what was truly ruling the air between them, and less of the hurt they shared. There was fire, burning tantalizing and warm, and there was tenderness, and compassion. And there was guilt. Slithering it's way into their minds, it was ultimately what finally made their lips part, and the both of them to pull back, ever so slightly, to gaze at one another again, in silent understanding.

But as Joséphine's eyes were drifting into focus of Octavien's vision, there appeared something behind her; a new element in the surroundings, a looming shadow that had not been there before. Upon noticing it, Octavien's gaze shifted to take in it's proper form, and suddenly he froze, eyes widening in utter horror.

Behind Joséphine, César had appeared, seemingly out of nowhere, and was now staring at his wife and his friend in speechless shock. The look in his eyes was that of someone who for the first few seconds of a horrible epiphany simply refused to believe what he was witnessing, and his jaw hung loose, as though just as he happened upon the scene he had been about to speak, or as though he was trying to say something, but his brain would not cooperate, and no words would come out.
Then suddenly, his mouth snapped shut, his jaws tightening with anger, and the usually bright and spirited eyes darkened to a near black. Signs Octavien knew all too well, despite having seen them only a few times before, and never aimed at himself. Until now.

"César...", he said and quickly came to his feet, as though he was about to try to explain, or prevent his friend from turning on his heel and leave before one could be made.

But no sooner had he straightened his back from standing, than César flew past Joséphine, grabbing Octavien by the collar of his coat, and slamming him up against the nearest tree, pinning him against the rugged surface, so tightly that for a moment Octavien thought he was actually about to choke him.

"My wife!", he hissed, and had his fists not already nailed the young Prince to the tree, the eyes flashing with unbridled rage would have managed to do the job just fine.

Having encountered a servant halfway back to the Palace, César had gladly left it in their capable hands to fetch more wine for the Prince and his friends, while he himself turned back to the lake, though ending up taking another route there, due to his ever-present yearning to explore his surroundings. And he returned, only to find this?! His cherished wife, and one of his very best friends, kissing?! There was not enough strength in his entire being, no amount of pressure he could apply to Octavien's slender form, to vent the anger searing within.

"César...", Octavien wheezed in his grip, his voice little more than a mere whisper.

Yet again his attempt to explain was cut short, when César jerked him away from the tree and let go, giving him a shove in the process, with such force that Octavien almost plunged to the ground. And before he could fully regain his balance, César was at him again, giving him yet another shove, and another, until Octavien finally tried to fend him off, thrusting his arms away in what was the beginning of yet another violent shove. But that only fuelled César's fury even more, and with the anger rumbling in his throat, he lunged toward Octavien, as if to tear him down; an attack that sent them both tumbling, right into the lake.

Though César didn't appear to care, or even notice. Not the water, not Octavien's attempts to get a break long enough to actually say something that might halt him, and not Joséphine's desperate outcries for them to stop. As soon as he was back on his feet in the knee-deep water, he lunged forward once again, aiming a punch at Octavien's face. Luckily, his fist only grazed the side of Octavien's jaw, and he lost his balance, as now it seemed even the water itself was trying to hold him back.

And it was then, finally, in that briefest of moments, in that split second of actual stillness, that Joséphine's urgent pleads reached his ears, and halted him.

Slytherin-Girl 16th Jul 2008 2:55 AM

(((OOC: o.0 Is all I can say about now...okay that and maybe serves him right....but don't tell ME i said that:P

Well that and I'll try to have something up for ME soon, if anyone wants to do something with her)))

Ghanima Atreides 16th Jul 2008 7:50 PM

Joséphine, César and Octavien - Moar Drama! at the Lake


It happened so fast, yet so slow, the whole world whirling by at incredible speed while Joséphine and Octavien remained encapsulated in a single moment that spanned all of eternity. Tears stung her eyes, blurring the vision of those familiar, handsome features that hovered so very near, unbearably close; somewhere below skin burned on skin in a single grip, flooding Joséphine's body with heat and wanting, whether to share understanding, tenderness or act on an impulse that was forbidden to them both, suppressed for so long, she could no longer tell. It intoxicated the air about them both, like the sweet fragrance of flowers carried upon the breeze, invisible threads stringing them along towards one another until their lips touched for an electrifying instant and then again, with purpose this time, tender yet keen.

It was wrong. A mere whisper, barely audible at first, insinuated itself into Joséphine's dazed consciousness, growing louder and more painful as it showed her a glimpse of César's face in her mind's eye, her lawful husband whose friend's lips she tasted for the second time. She knew it was wrong, and at the same time wanted it, she wanted to be wanted, fuelling the guilt which rose like bile in her throat, finally causing her to retreat a few inches, moistening her lips with her tongue. This time, Joséphine looked Octavien in the eye without fear or reluctance of what she might discover there in a simple, wordless exchange of understanding, until...

Disaster. It began with the utter horror flowing into the Prince's disbelievingly round eyes which caused Joséphine to turn her head around, instantly freezing at the sight of its cause: César stood several meters away, also rooted to the spot, jaw-slacked with shock. So powerful was the impact of his presence on the young Marquise that she did not scream, no gasp spilled off her slightly parted lips, not even a flinch shook her delicate frame: her limbs felt as though carved out of lead and for a couple of instants she ceased breathing altogether. Time simply stood still, soaked in pure liquid trepidation.

Then suddenly, the world regained motion, sound flooded back into Joséphine's ears as César dove for Octavien's throat, tearing him from the spot where he currently stood, nailing him against the sturdy trunk of a willow tree. This time Joséphine gasped, bringing both knuckles to her lips where she bit down hard, stifling the groan that threatened to roll off them. Horror shook her in wave after waves, and all she could do was stare, not yet willing or able to give any consideration to the consequences of this calamity, only the present moment and Octavien's safety. What if he...what if he hurt him?

Still, all fear was soon destined to mingle with anger and the compelling urge to stop the confrontation between the two men when César released Octavien from his grip and began shoving him towards the lake, seething. What guilt she harboured drew out something else, the choking, resentful realization of how hypocritical it all was, after six years of betrayal she had had no choice but to bear and keep playing the game by her husband's rules who, now that the tables were turned, discarded every last of them as though they only applied to her but not to him.

“César, stop!” Joséphine squawked after them when they reached the edge of the water, nearly stumbling over the hems of her gown as she leapt in their wake. “Please, listen to me! Stop it, stop it now! César!!”

When César lunged himself at Octavien and they both tumbled in the water, sending a cloud of spray flying around them, the Marquise gave a sharp cry of fear and fury combined. She teetered at the very edge of the lake, continuing to shout pleas after them, each second they remained unheeded fuelling the roaring flames of the anger inside until it obliterated any feeling of fear or guilt she might have had, at least temporarily. In that moment she resented César's refusal to hear her with the force of six years' worth of frustration at having her feelings disregarded time and time again in favour of his own desires, the sight of Octavien struggling to fend off his friend's attack becoming unbearable to look at. He didn't deserve this, César had no right to deny them an explanation after all he'd done, and she would no longer be ignored even then at the bitter end of the whole charade!

Her dainty features contorted fiercely, Joséphine splashed into the water after the two men, an emotional maelstrom ravaging her insides as she shoved them aside with all the strength she could muster, halting between them, gown floating around her as she glared vehemently at her husband:

How dare you!” she spat and balled her fists so tight her nails dug painfully into her palms. She didn't care. “After all you have done to me, how dare you! For six years...six years, César, I've turned a blind eye, pretending I didn't know of all the women you bedded unscrupulously, whenever it struck your fancy, even now, traipsing around the Palace with that Comtesse, for everyone to see, under our very roof for God's sake!”

Having spoken within a single breath, Joséphine paused for an instant, deafened by the thunderous pounding of her heart that in the absence of her ruthless tirade seemed to overpower all other sound. It did not end there, though when she spoke again, she no longer shouted but infinite disdain and bitterness heavily laced each word:

“And do you know the worst of it all? Having to play the same pathetic game every time, pretend that I saw nothing, heard nothing, knew nothing...your game, César! Your rules! Do you think that because I am a woman I don't have feelings, or a brain, or that I don't see what you do? That it doesn't hurt? It does hurt, it hurts more than I can possibly explain, because you don't care, and because nothing will ever change no matter how much I bear, what I do to please you or...or, how much I love you!”

Joséphine was shouting again towards the end, though not as loudly as the first time, her chest heaving with each ragged breath she drew into her lungs. Tears streaked her cold, pallid cheeks as the words dissolved into a terse silence.

((ooc: Whew that was...intense! Hope it's ok and all that. And yes, he had this coming a looong way ))


AtropaMandragora 18th Jul 2008 7:50 AM

César, Joséphine and Octavien - the lake
 
(((ooc: My, the rest of you are really quiet. Don't make me create another character, just to get some action.... errr.... some MORE action going here! I really have too many already. *nod*)))


A raging wildfire, roaring as it had engulfed everything in it's path without the tiniest shred of mercy and set it ablaze, suddenly squelched by a single, massive bucket of ice cold water, reducing the searing flames to mere embers fighting to stay alive under the downpour, hissing sharply, like a wounded animal, whenever struck by a single drop of moisture. Still sizzling and glowing, but no longer aflame.

That was how Joséphine's words hit César. And it was a most fitting analogy too, given how he had been so infuriated that he had heard nothing but the deafening thunder of the wrath filling mind and body alike, and seeing nothing but the face of Judas in his eruption of near murderous rage, and how now those pitch black eyes of his, still flashing with remnants of pure hatred, glared from underneath a curtain of dripping wet auburn tresses. Though what appeared in those darkened orbs more than anything, as Joséphine's own outburt tore them away from the Prince's face, was shock. Again shock, much like only a minute ago, when first he had happened upon the scene of the two of them kissing. And where before Joséphine's fingertips had dug into his chest as she seperated him from Octavien, there was now only a growing distance from her, as her words took him by such surprise that the mere force of them pushed him back a step.

"How dare you!", she'd cried out at him, with an anger nearly matching his own contorting her pretty features. "After all you have done to me, how dare you! For six years...six years, César, I've turned a blind eye, pretending I didn't know of all the women you bedded unscrupulously, whenever it struck your fancy, even now, traipsing around the Palace with that Comtesse, for everyone to see, under our very roof for God's sake!"

She knew? For a moment, that was the only tangible thought César could produce. She actually knew? And she'd known all along, since the very start? How? How could she know? He'd been so very careful, and considerate in that he hadn't flaunted his affairs like so many other men did. He'd been discreet, never kissing or fondling any of his mistresses in the open, never showing another woman any unwarranted interested while in Joséphine's company, and always giving reasonable explanations for where he'd spent the night - or the afternoon, or the evening - and why. He'd even lavished Joséphine with all the love and affection he was capable of, both vast and passionate, because of the simple reason that he still held her so very dear.

But, one might wonder, if that was truly the case, then why all the indiscretions?

The sad truth was, César's hypocrisy ran deep. With a father who himself had several affairs over the years and did not try very hard to hide them, César had been raised to believe that it was every man's privilege to not limit himself to only appreciate one woman's company and beauty. That even though one was married to one woman, and had promised before God to love and honor her, always, there was nothing fundamentally wrong in having a 'fling' on the side every now and then. And, it didn't end there. Through his father's words and actions, he'd even been led to believe that when it came to noblemen, Princes and Kings, they were nothing short of expected to take at least one mistress. It was a sign of status, of being prominent, virile and desired, and had nothing really to do with the wife.

So why then, with this firm and deeply rooted belief to support his actions, had he tried to be so very careful and not let Joséphine know about what was going on?
Well, for the simple reason of being - or so he thought - considerate. Ladies, he had learned, long before he had even met and married Joséphine, tended to see it as an embarrassment if their husbands, fiancées or, in the case of being neither married nor engaged, their official lovers, were known to be missing from their beds at night. Evil tongues rarely passed up the opportunity to strike up theories of why exactly the lover would seek the embrace of another woman, and being the target of such humiliating gossip was neither desirable nor pleasant, no matter if it was fairly common. It could cause a dwindling self-esteem in the lady made target of such rumours, and might even spur problems in the marriage itself, such as arguments or simple growing apart. That was a fate César didn't wish for Joséphine, nor for his marriage to her.

But still... Were these his only reasons? Had he not known, on some level at least, that Joséphine was too proud and independent a woman, to see her husband's indescretions as a mere embarrassment? Wasn't it even part of why he loved her; that she was not a meek little mouse who let the world and the people in it walk all over her? She was assertive and intelligent, very much capable of holding her own in any conversation, and challenge most people's notion that women were just vain and silly geese, in need of a firm hand to guide them. Thus, should César not have been at least partly aware that she wouldn't be particularly inclined to share said notion?

Not that he had a chance to reflect on all this now. His mind was still stuck on the question "she knows?", trying to fathom her awareness of something he'd honestly thought he'd managed to keep secret from her, when Joséphine continued her bitter tirade;

"And do you know the worst of it all?" she said, the brief pause she'd made having lowered her voice to a normal, albeit still very angry and biting tone. "Having to play the same pathetic game every time, pretend that I saw nothing, heard nothing, knew nothing... your game, César! Your rules! Do you think that because I am a woman I don't have feelings, or a brain, or that I don't see what you do? That it doesn't hurt? It does hurt, it hurts more than I can possibly explain, because you don't care, and because nothing will ever change no matter how much I bear, what I do to please you or... or, how much I love you!"

Still staring at her, each word struck him much like the lashes of a whip, not to mention how the tears welling up in her eyes were like daggers to his heart. He'd hurt her. He'd actually hurt her. Despite never trying to, despite never even wanting to, he'd actually caused her enough pain to draw out such anguish, such stinging bitterness in her voice, and in those beautiful eyes, usually radiating with life and humor, but now only with angry contempt.

It all made the look in his own eyes soften, to something closely resembling pained regret, and in pure reflex his hand started reaching out towards her, towards her face, to cup that tear streaked cheek, if she would let him. Though the motion had just barely begun, when a movement behind her reminded César of the third person present. Instantly, his hand froze in it's semi-raised state, and shadows filled his eyes once more when again he was made to see the whole picture, and not just his own part in it.

Joséphine and Octavien. Octavien and Joséphine Two of the people that mattered the most to him. Wasn't that twice the betrayal, compared to what his precious wife was accusing him of? He'd confided in Octavien, considered him one of his very best friends, someone he could truly count on. A partner in crime, during all their adventures and shenanigans, and one he'd trusted to keep Joséphine distracted when.... Oh god! César almost groaned out loud as the irony hit him. How many times had he asked Octavien to 'keep Joséphine occupied', like he had the other day? 'Keep her occupied'... Oh, it would seem Octavien had kept her occupied, alright!

While all this was running through his head, wave upon wave of so many different thoughts and impressions crashing over him, the look in his eyes mirrored the complete and utter turmoil within. It kept changing, softening one moment, and hardening the next, as though the feelings were running amuck in him, with such speed and frenzy that he didn't stand a chance to grasp a single one of them long enough to have it guide him through his reaction and his reasonings. Though finally, anger was crowned the temporary victor of the battle being fought, because no matter how many times César saw Joséphine's tear-filled eyes, and heard her words echoing in his mind, he still could not erase that mental image burnt into his mind's eye. The vision of her, and one of his best friends, kissing!

"Him!" he thus seethed with an indicative motion towards Octavien, so violent it sent tiny droplets of water flying from the ruffled sleeve of his soaking white shirt. "Of all people, him!"

With that, he turned to make his way back to dry land, but stopped and spun right back around when something else occured to him.

"And, I don't care?!" he spat with narrowed eyes. "I shower you with affection daily, because I do love you, more than life itself! I have never, not once, laid a finger on you, because I would never intentionally hurt you, nor could I! I side with you against my own mother, my own flesh and blood, because I know how what she says about you makes you feel! And I most certainly do not get intimately acquainted with your friends, with the people one would think you could trust! And I don't care?!"

It was far from being eloquent, far from being level-headed, and probably far from being mature, but at the moment, César couldn't care less. He was angry, he was hurt, and, he was leaving. The presence of Octavien and even Joséphine, let alone the both of them together, was more than he could bear. Therefore, as soon as he finished speaking, he shot them both an icy glare, and then turned once again, this time determined to get himself out of the lake, and, more importantly, away from it.

Slytherin-Girl 18th Jul 2008 8:16 AM

(((OOC: I would love to post something, really I would, but everyone's sort of tied up with their own thing right now, and I've got ME wandering round the depths of the gardens with her son. So I'll probably have to wait until morning is called to post, or possibly just a wrap up the day sort of thing)))

Ghanima Atreides 18th Jul 2008 6:11 PM

Bella and Elena - The Orangery


Shadows were descending over the Palace gardens, stealing away the light which crept among the leafy vines sprawled across the stone walls of the Orangery, fragrant rose blossoms and rhododendron bushes encircling Bella and Elena, closing in around them in a semicircle of entwined vegetation. Glancing through the window at her right, Elena could glimpse distant silhouettes of courtiers roving around the gardens, enjoying the last rays of sunshine. Neither came within worrying distance of the Orangery, confirming what Juanita had told her: the place was not a popular haunt.

An insect's buzz distracted Elena from her brief contemplation and her gaze swam into focus as it settled back onto Bella, whose frame retained the same tightness she had been exhibiting since the very beginning, most noticeable during the moments of silence that passed between them. Still uncertain of its cause and, for the moment, only mildly interested in it, Elena resumed her deceptively patient anticipation of Bella's account, when inside her impetuousness was growing: apart from wanting to know what the Comtesse had been able to find out, there was the remote thought which reminded her they had lingered there a long time, each minute that passed increasing the chances of being interrupted.

"Oh, you know, it's a small court, people run into each other," the Comtesse said dismissively, and judging by that briefest of sly flickers in her eyes, intentionally vague. Since she clearly had more to say, Elena did not interrupt her.

“He’s certainly a remarkable man, Your Excellency,” Bella continued with a suggestive inclination of her brow, “To an extent where one has to appreciate his remarkable mind.”

Oh, was he now? A slight nod and a dispassionate gaze were the only indications of the thoughts whirling behind the impenetrable barriers of Elena's mind as she pondered this. In other words, she took great care in maintaining an impassive poise, not wanting to disclose what feelings she had on the matter, for more than one reason. First of all, the fact that Bella's description of Octavien confirmed one of her secondary suspicions while it negated the first and stronger of the two. That constituted a bit of a surprise, for 'remarkable' wasn't quite what she would have dubbed her future husband, based on their one and only encounter. Intriguing, yes, but not remarkable. If Bella was right, then he had definitely underplayed his qualities, particularly those of intellectual kind – for what purpose? Most likely to test her reactions, lower her guard and learn about her, or even the beginning of a lengthy deception . Interesting. The second reason was that she did not wish to potentially influence Bella's opinions, she wanted them as unadulterated as possible.

“However, he does seem rather… perturbed by some rather alarming recent events….”

This time Elena's eyes widened slightly, sparks ominously flying out of their depths which in the growing dimness of the Orangery appeared like two lightless tunnels, irises and pupils blending into eachother.
The words 'alarming' and 'perturbed', combined with Bella's contemplative tone instantly earned the Comtesse her attention.

”Forgive me, your Excellency,” Bella drifted from the topic at hand, peering at Elena with false ingenuity “I do have a tendency to digress. I’m afraid I’ve given you no opportunity to participate in conversation?”

Previously widened, Elena's eyes narrowed and her gaze hardened as it remained fixated on the Comtesse. She was stalling. There was no other name for this sudden change of topic just when she had reached an interesting turn in conversation and the envelope with her promised reward still dangled from Elena's left hand. Did she not trust her to deliver it, or perhaps she hoped to gain a little more leverage by tempting her with the information that she sought? Or, she wished to test just how much she could gain with her story by releasing it in tantalizing snippets. Elena might have underestimated Octavien Lahance, but she knew very well what the Comtesse was capable of.

“No, Comtesse, I'm in the mood to listen,” she responded gravely: the tone of her voice was impossible to misinterpret. There was a warning in there, barely tangible, like a shiver down one's spine. “I'm lead to think your tale is bound to become more captivating still, I wouldn't want to...interrupt it. If still interested, you may then read all about a fresh lead my associates have encountered in Florence. It would appear your father has been sighted there recently. Italy, don't you find that interesting, Comtesse Devine?”

Elena flicked the envelope between her thumb and index finger, enforcing her suggestion that it did contain facts which concerned her directly, but access to which she would not gain until she fulfilled her part of the deal. The subtle emphasis on Bella's Italian surname was another subtle reminder that it was in her own best interest to be as forthcoming as possible, for more than one reason, such as the mysterious scandal surrounding her family and its origins. Of course, much of that was based on Elena's suspicions rather than tangible proof, but there was no need for Bella to know that. After all, who knew what one might come across in their search for Baron Devine? What she did want to make absolutely clear however was the fact that the offer was non-negotiable.

"Now...what are these alarming events that have His Majesty so perturbed?"

Alissa888 18th Jul 2008 11:03 PM

Bella and Elena - Orangery
 
Well, she wasn’t pleased. In fact, Elena was far from pleased and one didn’t need Bella’s sharp mind to discover that.

The darkness creeping into the Orangery was not entirely derived from the disappearance of the sun, but rather from Elena herself. The ominous clouds beginning to encroach over her features as she began to almost glare at Bella. The flickering behind the eyes giving clues as to what she was thinking, that she was thinking. Of course, it being Elena in question, of course she was always thinking. Currently, however, the focus of her contemplations would most likely be Bella and her growing petulance.

Commanding herself not to pay attention to their surroundings, Bella fought in vain to relieve herself of the stress in her shoulders. She had Elena to worry about. Despite her assertions over the fact that she expected Elena to reciprocate and hold up her end of the bargain, Elena made counter assertions of her own:

“No, Comtesse, I'm in the mood to listen,” was the dry reply that Bella received. She was refusing to play games. “I'm led to think your tale is bound to become more captivating still, I wouldn't want to...interrupt it. If still interested, you may then read all about a fresh lead my associates have encountered in Florence. It would appear your father has been sighted there recently. Italy, don't you find that interesting, Comtesse Devine?”

Or was she refusing to play games? Not so much at all, it would seem. She was still offering what she was offering, simply demanding more worth for her information than Bella was currently paying. It was a glimpse into what the envelope held. He was in Italy?! That had been the first place she’d visited, given that it’d been where… everything started. Well, he obviously hadn’t called in on Duchessa Pizerio, otherwise Bella would have heard of it. Where had he gone then? And, how very dare he do this?! How very dare he do this to her whilst being alive and completely, utterly capable enough to travel?! Argh, if he really wasn't dead, she'd kill him herself.

Hence the fury fuelled compounded the tightness in Bella’s posture, soon finding another ally. Elena was threatening. She’d placed emphasis on the surname. It was a French derivative, but it had such strong Italian connections. In fact, so strong that it was frequently mentioned at court, carrying closeness to the royal family. Had she heard? Did she know?! Of course she did, she couldn’t. There was no way. Yet there was the way she held the envelope, wielding it like a knife in a way Bella could but interpret it as Elena’s weapon. That research could lead to some surprising findings. That this could turn so sour. Well, it was sordid enough to turn sour.

"Now...what are these alarming events that have His Majesty so perturbed?"

Alright then. Bella would hold up her end of the bargain, going on Elena’s subtle assertion that she had held up hers. After all, there wasn't much room to navigate around the topic, was there?

Moving closer to the other woman, her voice regressing to more of a whisper than a speech, yet carrying the countenance of two women having a simple conversation, Bella started.

“He is quite likey to be the people's Prince, it appears,” she said with a small inclination of her brow. It was Octavien's humility that led her to that conclusion. He was apparently a man not of titled upon his arrival at court, flying the flag for all those who felt that the titled nobility shunned them and was forever untouchable. Yet, despite his new found power, he had still been very modest with her when they had first met. “Well… save for a minor sector of people who decided that he wasn't good enough for the monarchy and felt the need to voice their political opinions with a dagger.”

She let a moment pass to allow Elena to soak in the information. Chances were, Octavien hadn’t told her. Given the degree of his glee the other night, he wasn’t exuberantly ecstatic about his impending nuptials and therefore was less than likely to have recounted his entire life to his bride upon their first meeting.

“He was attacked and stabbed in the arm, by a Marquess Berini, in his suite, only a few days ago,” Bella continued. “For currently unknown reasons, but I am working on it.”

There. She knew more about the Prince, of course, but not with enough certainty to discuss with Elena. Furthermore, there was the case of leverage. If it came to it, there was still much more she could tell Her Excellency.

Slytherin-Girl 19th Jul 2008 7:07 AM

Marie-Elisabeth & Little Charles - In the Gardens
 
Marie-Elisabeth had to admit that the past afternoon was one of, if not the, most enjoyable she had spent in quite some time. Just being in the company of her son made her happier and the day had been spent sharing everything that had happened while they were apart. She was delighted to hear of all the progress Charles had made in his studies, and he had been thrilled to hear that she had made the acquaintance of one of his father’s fellow soldiers from back in his army days. He was rather disappointed to hear that the Duc d'Lorraine wasn’t in court at the moment, but Marie-Elisabeth assured him that she would seek him out and introduce them as soon as he returned. Marie-Elisabeth had tried not to laugh at that thought, wondering exactly how Dimitri would spin her husband’s infamous story about their capture by the English, back when said Duc was only 15 and far from the fearsome figure he was now.

The fact that there hadn’t been too many people around was an added bonus, although he had been much admired by the few people they had crossed paths with. He was so likeable and personable, especially for a child so young, that he couldn’t help but charm everyone he met. That always caused Marie-Elisabeth to smile because her myriad of family members always said she was exactly the same as a child, and that it was a quality she still largely retained.

But mother and son had largely been left to enjoy each other’s company, and time had flown by so fast that Marie-Elisabeth barely noticed how dark it had gotten until Charles tugged on her arm. “Maman” he said, looking up at her “It’s getting dark out and I’m hungry. Can we go inside for dinner now?”. “Of course my love” she said, smiling at him and taking his hand "I'm just glad I have such a dependable young man to escort me back to the palace so late at night".

"Of course you do maman" he said, grinning at her "I'm the man of the family, since papa isn't with us anymore, so it's my job to look after you. That's what Monsieur Simon says". Marie-Elisabeth chuckled and used her free hand to ruffle his hair.

"Well Monsieur Simon is very right chou d'amour, and I bet your father would be very proud of the wonderful job you're doing". Charles was all but beaming with pride at that, and she continued to smile at him as they made their way back to the palace.


(((OOC: Figured I would post something that would work as a wrap up. Unless anyone wants to run into them on their way in from the gardens, I'll jsut say they had their dinner and went to bed till morning)))

Alissa888 19th Jul 2008 9:03 AM

(((OOC: Okay, colour me a convicted spammer, but poor Jo! Cesar deserves it regardless of what he says and Octavien's kinda... lost and likely to remain that way given everything that's going on (thus, poor Octavien too, but on a different level), but poor Jo!)))

Ghanima Atreides 20th Jul 2008 4:03 PM

Joséphine with César and Octavien - The Lake --> leaving


Joséphine had long since lost count of all the times she had envisioned that moment in her mind, the countless imagined scenarios in which she finally confronted César with the knowledge of his affairs. And yet, never before she had pictured a scene quite as strange as reality produced, herself standing waist-deep in chilly water between her husband and Octavien while accusations were hurled back and forth in a maelstrom of unleashed emotions: rage, sorrow, guilt...

Guilt. Despite her passionate tirade, and the pure, undiluted anger coursing through her veins like poison, guilt slithered its way past it, descending with the weight of a mill stone over Joséphine's quivering heart. For all the sense of entitlement she currently possessed (or it possessed her) the knowledge that she, too, was at fault, that she had twice willingly kissed a man who was not her husband showered her with the icy clarity of a bucket full of freezing water. César might have done much more and worse to her, yes, but Joséphine's conscience was indiscriminating: two wrongs do not make a right, it chided.

When César reached out a hesitating hand towards her face, Joséphine's impulse was to raise her own and touch it reassuringly, to promise all would be well from then on. They could start afresh, go back to the beginning and heal all hurts...but something stopped her. She could, and would not go back to pretending nothing was wrong, not then, when the truth was finally out in the open, not without César's admission of his own fault, or an assurance that he was willing to change. Moments later, the Marquis' hand retreated, and his eyes darkened once again.

"Him!" he spat angrily "Of all people, him!"

Joséphine's stomach plummeted as he turned to leave, watching his retreating back in hopeless silence, struggling to maintain a last flicker of hope.

"And, I don't care?!" César seethed on, halting in his tracks "I shower you with affection daily, because I do love you, more than life itself! I have never, not once, laid a finger on you, because I would never intentionally hurt you, nor could I! I side with you against my own mother, my own flesh and blood, because I know how what she says about you makes you feel! And I most certainly do not get intimately acquainted with your friends, with the people one would think you could trust! And I don't care?!"

With that, he cast both Octavien and his wife a withering glare and made his way towards the shore with wide, determined strides. Anger blazed in Joséphine's eyes once again: so, was that the way he wished to deal with her?

“Then, why?”

The words rolled off her lips before she could stop them, the one question burning in her consciousness: if he cared as much as he said, why did he seek other women's attentions? Why?

“Would you rather he had been a stranger?” she called after him, relentlessly trailing his steps. It was difficult, her water soaked garments hampered her every movement. “Don't you understand, César, that it doesn't matter? For all it's worth, it was just a kiss neither of us have planned. It...just...happened, and yes, I wanted it! Because I was angry, and lonely, and because he understood. I know...what I did was wrong, but you have no right to reproach me this, César! ”

Seized by the sudden desire to be alone, to be away from him, away from that lake, away from everyone, Joséphine turned her back without a single word and stormed off into the distance as quickly as her soaking, muddy clothes allowed her.



((ooc: So sorry for the delay and the utter crappiness of the post above, my mind is like one big pile of mush right now. Atropa, feel free to have either of your boys go after her if you want to, but since evening is almost done I figured if there's any serious conversation to be made, it will be done tomorrow or so.

Alissa - Elena coming soon, but I'm not making any promises as to when exactly. Probably tomorrow. My apologies.))

Ghanima Atreides 21st Jul 2008 3:10 PM



Elena and Bella - The Orangery



Bella, it would appear, was quite as surprised to discover that the one trace of her father's presence had been found in Italy as Elena had been upon receiving the letter. Angry, too, if one was to judge by the further tightening of her already tense shoulders, and the older woman could hardly blame her: the man had clearly left her the entire burden of his affairs and vanished off the face of the Earth. And, of course, there was Italy. Unbeknownst to anyone, especially not Bella, Elena ran a parallel investigation into the most intriguing mystery of the Devines' disgrace, which was the reason she had sent her spies to Italy in the first place. The venture had yielded irritatingly little insight, which only served to spur Elena's curiosity further: the only time information was that lacking was when someone had gone to considerable trouble to conceal it.

For the moment however, she returned her focus on Bella, awaiting the Comtesse's reaction. She did not doubt her warning hadn't gone unnoticed, which left only two possibilities: she either complied and gained the reward, or she refused and the envelope would remain in Elena's possession indefinitely.

“He is quite likely to be the people's Prince, it appears,” the younger woman continued, seemingly choosing the first option.

Elena nodded briefly, pondering this: yes, that seemed likely indeed. He had a good looks and a frank, unpretentious way about him that appealed to people, not to mention a classic endearing background: an untitled man rising to the rank of Prince through boldness and love, the sort of idea that would linger in everyone's minds, because they could relate to him in a way most could not relate to a man born, rather than made, noble.

“Well… save for a minor sector of people who decided that he wasn't good enough for the monarchy and felt the need to voice their political opinions with a dagger.”

At this, Elena drew in an ominous breath and for a moment her famous countenance faltered as surprise shone in her eyes: an assassination attempt? On Octavien? Several brand new theories immediately sparked to life in her mind, theories which would unfortunately have to wait confirmation. Regardless, the fact that someone or a group of people risked their own lives to eliminate the young Prince was highly interesting. Granted, the reason could have been as simple as finding him unworthy of royalty, but what if it wasn't?

“He was attacked and stabbed in the arm, by a Marquess Berini, in his suite, only a few days ago,” Bella continued. “For currently unknown reasons, but I am working on it.”

Marquess Berini. An Italian. So, the mystery deepened already. Why would an Italian nobleman try and stab Octavien? Were his reasons his own, or was he working for someone else? And, more importantly still, where was he now? Had he been caught, she would have heard of his execution by then.

There were many questions Elena wished to ask, but the darkness creeping across the gardens as the moon rose into the sky suggested they would have to wait. It was late, and whether she liked it or not, she needed her rest: the wedding was, after all, due the following morning. If Bella had anything else to tell her, it would have to be some other time.

“It has gotten late, we should return to the Palace,” she told Bella and cast a frown out the window. Better to avoid being seen arriving abnormally late. “We shall continue this discussion at your earliest convenience, Comtesse. This...Berini character, I want to know why he attacked my dear fiancé and what happened to him afterwards. The fact that you two are now acquainted should be of help.”

Smiling furtively, Elena extended the envelope towards Bella:

“Consider our agreement settled, for now. Although if I may say so, Comtesse, I get the impression your father does not want to be found.”


((ooc: I hope this works, Alissa? You don't have to reply if you don't want to, but I am guessing Elena will want a second talk in the future.


Oh yeah and someone enlighten me on what exactly happened to Berini after he stabbed Octavien?... ))

Alissa888 21st Jul 2008 3:44 PM

(((OOC: No, problem, I'll include Bella's reply to that in the morning post Also, Berini got assassinated in a carriage thanks to Dimitri, which Bella will discover soon (except the Dimitri part) and tell Elena )))

Ghanima Atreides 21st Jul 2008 8:04 PM

((ooc: Thanks Although I also wonder how he got away in the first place.I think I'll just PM Atropa. ))

Everyone, since I won't be around to call morning later on, I'm calling it now.

AtropaMandragora 22nd Jul 2008 1:44 AM

César
 
"Then why?"

As César was making his way towards the Palace, intent on getting as far away from the lake as possible, the desperate, heated outcry coming from his wife as she struggled against the water to follow him, saw his steady pace gradually slow to a near halt, and it almost seemed he would turn once again, and face her with an answer to her question, perhaps even a forlorn confession that he did not quite know why, as he had never actually considered his affairs to have anyhing to do with her, and thus had not thought of it as something that would hurt her if she found out. Displease her, embarrass her, maybe even anger her to a point, but never actually hurt her. It had been on the tip of his tongue seconds ago, when he'd seen the tears spill from her eyes, and now the hurt in her voice drew it right back.
But, as it had been obliterated before, by the sight of Octavien, so was it now, by Joséphine's next tirade;

"Would you rather he had been a stranger?" she continued. "Don't you understand, César, that it doesn't matter? For all it's worth, it was just a kiss neither of us have planned. It... just... happened, and yes, I wanted it! Because I was angry, and lonely, and because he understood. I know... what I did was wrong, but you have no right to reproach me this, César!"

Those were words that struck César far too hard, for his desire to make peace to stand any chance at surviving as... everything came tumbling down over him.
It didn't matter? It didn't matter that it was Octavien, one of César's very best friends, she had kissed, instead of some stranger whom César didn't know? It didn't matter that it hit César twice as hard, as not only did it rob him of his wive's undivided love, but it smothered whatever love he'd ever had for Octavien, and sent a treasured friendship spanning over a decade, into oblivion?
Oh, it mattered! It mattered a great deal! More than Joséphine seemed to realize, even though she ought to! Or was it out of vengeance that she pretended she didn't? Was it cruelty, drawn out by her need to retaliate, that had her kissing someone so very close to César, and then denying that it should hurt him more than had she kissed a stranger! For as difficult as it was for him to imagine her being that spiteful, he couldn't help but to think; if it truly didn't matter to her, then why hadn't she chosen a stranger?

Because yes, César would have rather had it be a stranger! If the choice had been his to make, then yes! A hundred times yes! A stranger, he wouldn't have to face as someone he had known for years, a stranger he wouldn't have confided in, and shared some of the best moments of his life with!
How could she not realize that?

And as for his right to reproach her... If she was capable of committing the same crime herself, as she considered him having committed against her, and if it had 'just' happened, then why did he not have the right to be angry? She apparently was no better, so while he might not have the right to reproach her, who gave her the right to reproach him, when she did the same as him? Had she confronted him, untainted by the same sin as him, it would have been a different matter, but to get back at him by doing to him what she considered him having done to her, and then claiming he did not have the right to be angry, when clearly she had gotten her revenge, and yet was still angry with him... She had done to him what he had done to her, and she had the right to be angry. He had done to her what she had now done to him, and he did NOT have the right to be angry. Why? Was the severity of her crime to be disregarded, simply because he had committed his first?

The thoughts kept racing through his mind, their sheer velocity manifesting itself in his increased pace, and as Joséphine stormed off in one direction, César marched off in the opposite one, without as giving as much as another glance towards his wife, and friend, let alone a single word in response to Joséphine's heated remark.

As always when so angry he did not quite know what to do with himself, the young Marquis immediately headed for the stables, caring little that his clothes were still slightly more than damp, not to mention his overall appearance rather dishevelled. Like Octavien, he found that a ride often helped clear his head and leave him with a chance to start his thinking fresh, from a clean slate. And boy, did he have some thinking to do.

Unfortunately, his thinking lead from one detrimental track to another, as he still simply could not erase that one thing that cast it's shadow over the entire sordid affair; Joséphine, and Octavien. His wife, and his confidant.
And so, a ride with no goal, but a purpose to help him think, slowly morphed into a ride with a goal, and a purpose to stop him from thinking; a tavern, and wine. Lots and lots of wine.

He had begun to realize that regardless of how he himself viewed or meant them, to Joséphine, his indiscretions were betrayals. So very painful betrayals. Despite not ever having meant to, he had hurt her, and that was a realization that pained him greatly.
And, it was the reason for his first and second goblet of wine.
The third and fourth, he drank in order to try and escape that visual burnt into his mind, which no matter how he tried, kept haunting him, and shoving his thoughts off of the path of reason, to plummet right back into the sea of red hot anger, and hurt. He kept coming back to it, over and over again, and each time, there seemed to be something new to occur to him, and fuel his desire to simply turn numb, to drink himself into blissful oblivion.

How long had it been going on, and how far had they gone? Did they love each other, and was Octavien only still César's friend, because of the convenience of having César himself provide him with an excuse for being alone with Joséphine, when asking him to 'keep her occupied'?
Accompanying all these thoughts, were the fifth and the sixth glasses of wine, and just as the last few drops were trickling down his throat, that's when it hit him. The possibility which the very moment it occured to him, truly broke his heart; what if his daughters were not actually his? What if for the last couple of years, he had been as oblivious as he'd thought Joséphine to be, and the two girls he loved more than anything else in this world, were not even his?

Needless to say, after that, César soon lost count of how many goblets of wine he'd had, and he stopped drinking only when the tavern keeper refused him any more. He spent the rest of the night riding around, and returned to the Palace only once dawn's first light was peaking over the horizon. By then, the cool night air had worked it's magic on his intoxicated mind, and he had sobered up enough to be hung over rather than still drunk. He'd been quite tempted to stay away even longer, as attending Octavien's wedding now was hardly something he wanted to do. But, Joséphine would be going as well, and regardless of how César felt about her at this very moment, he did still love her, and knew that if he made her suffer the humiliation of going alone, he would end up hurting her even more than he already had. And, he still simply could not bear the idea of hurting her. Not even now.
Especially not now.



(((ooc: Sorry it's extremely sucky. Not nearly as elaborate and emotional as I had hoped it would be, especially the daughters part, and the end was pretty much scribbled down to avoid having to write ooc what I intended would happen and where César would end up. I had to rush it, as I should have been in bed over an hour ago, and won't be around tomorrow. I simply felt this was my only chance to get something in for César before the wedding starts Might try to re-write it later, because honestly... I'm quite reluctant to post it at all. (And no, I'm not looking for sympathy or reassurance. I'm just saying it's far from how I imagined it.) )))


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