Dear Diary.
Been a long while since I last wrote ya.
Loads of crap has been going on these past few weeks. The atmosphere that I imediately fell in a hate-hate relationship with, has begun to change me a little.
I'm a lot less depressed and suicidal then I have been in a long time, or atleast it seems that way to me. I've really tried to venture out in town a bit, and I even went to the beach: one time. However, I was correct about the beach, and don't think that I will be going back there for quite some time, if I ever do. Everyone stared, and it was really hot, seeings how I didn't have a bathing suit on: like I said, I don't like my body in bathing suits. yuck.
I have even settling down up stairs also. Though I still prefer my downstairs sanctuary, I have found that the furniture upstairs isn't that bad either. Infact, I had quite fun screwing up the sofa the other day when my mother was out! I don't think she has noticed the scuff mark I left on the armrest: yet!
And speaking of my mother, she has became a little less [w]itchy lately. I think that she is seeing some sort of effort on my part, and is trying to just accept me for who I am. Heck, she might as well, because though my attitude may change a little, I seriously doubt that my entire character will change; or atleast I hope that I dont' change identities completely.
We play occassional games once in a while. I like to choose more active, play-violent ones. For all the months of torcher I faced from her, it feels really nice to smack the doggone sh.t outa her with a pillow! She thinks it's just a silly little fun game. I think it's much deserved payback.
-X. Annie
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